And everytime I see one of those sad, sad pictures, I am brought to my own tears. No one should have to endure this kind of pain, the tears that never stop.

I really want her to be okay. I really do, but she doesn’t want it for herself. I’m afraid she won’t ever, and I’ll be left alone. My other half will be gone, and she won’t know what she did to me.

Always loving me is not enough, love doesn’t take the place of the best friend that I love, it doesn’t make it acceptable or okay.

She needs to find the hope or I will lose her. I don’t know what else to do but ask her to pray to God. Without God, there is nothingness.

I just don’t know what to do anymore. I think I’m killing her.